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[31 Oct 2004|01:09am] |
hey kids.
this shall probably be the last entry of this journal. FOREVER! ha. only because i got a new journal because this username has started to annoy me because i really don't know what the hell fork_the_spork means. i originally was thinking about "spooning" and somehow fork_the_spork came about. what the hell. so. the new journal is...
cowbell_riot
so, yeah. just so you all know...woot.
i was really bored, so iwas like, hey, i might as well...haha. yeah.
yesh.
goodbye.
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| i'm sexual harassment...panda! |
[30 Oct 2004|09:20pm] |
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ooooh. i'm tired. so here's the scoop...
friday...
hockey was tough. we got timed, once again. sheesh. i think i did better, but yeah, ok. tryouts on monday, oy. i wish i wasn't so sore. then i was too lazy to go to that confounded lacrosse meeting, so i went out with beth and her buddy justin. we went to the hot topic at macomb mall and we both bought "vote for pedro" shirts. great. i only bought it because i think pedro is funny. ha. yeah. then we went back to her house and sat around chatting and discussing atkins and whatnot and then i mentioned how i've never watched an episode of south park before, so out comes her season dvds of it and we watched the one with sexual harassment panda and the jakovasaurus. so weird. i don't know. south park was a little insane. eek. i felt like my brain cells were dying. odd.
saturday...
i got up at 8:30, showered, and started my atkins/south beach journey. la. i made an omelette and then i scwas off to work. work was boring and pretty slow. blah. it picked up like a half hour before i left at 3 because of the damn game and everyone was coming in to buy booze and i had to get it for their lazy asses and carry it out to their goddamn $80,000 cars and no tips. fantastic. sheesh. so then i got home, went to the grocery with mi padre, came home and cooked for like 3 hours. crazy. i made sauteed chicken, this weird bean dip, and HOMEMADE HUMMUS THAT TASTES PRETTY DAMN GOOD. hurrah. fun. so. here i am. there's nothing to do. the power in my house kept going out constantly because of the wind, so most of the clocks are incorrect. great. so. i have no idear what's going on for halloween. maybe i'll have everyone over here and we'll vegg out and watch scary movies and whatnot. i don't know. i don't care. blah. oooooooooooooooooh. it's weird. i feel like i've eaten a lot today, but when i think about it, all i've eaten was an omelette, some beef jerky, some cheese, and some sauteed chicken. hurrah. and lots of water. and a sobe energy drink that had no sugar or carbs that really made me pretty wired for a couple of hours. good stuff. ha. yeah. so. pffft. my mom wants me to go to london for spring break all of the sudden. odd. BUT HERE'S THE CATCH: when my mom was discussing it with my dad, he got it into her head that she should go with us and she's all like, i want to travel and be merry! so i don't know. hmmm. weird.
ho hum.
i miss macaroni and cheese.
and i had some on friday.
oooooooooooooooooh...
this is going to be a long diet.
hmm.
hooray.
we get an extra hour tonight.
hurrah.
i'm leaving now.
good day.
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 | You preferred Bush's statements 33% of the time You preferred Kerry's statements 67% of the time Voting purely on the issues you should vote KerryWho would you vote for if you voted on the issues? Find out now! |
it's funny how emotional some people get about politics. i wish i lived in england. you don't have to vote for your head commander. hurrah. god save the queen!
yeah, fighting about politics today at the lunch table was insane. screaming. sheesh. i tried to stay out, but just some of the things my friends support are crazy. NRA? no. damn you charlton heston! hehe.
i hate politics. no one ever wins.
shyah. i want to smack becker so goddamn hard. yearbook is getting absolutely unbearable. that's why i'm a bitch all the time. she puts me into the worst moods. she needs to respect me, and appreciate all the shit i have to do. EVERYONE IN THE CLASS IS COMING TO ME WITH ALL THEIR PROBLEMS AND I DON'T GET ANYTHING I HAVE TO GET DONE DONE! ahh. and becker just assumes that i'll fix everything since i'm the "computer whiz". she messed up like 6 pages, so she was all like, well, we were having problems yesterday and we just don't know what to do, so you can go fiz it. WHAT THE HELL. these people are ignoramuses! figure it out! half the time i don't know what to do, but i'm able to just figure it out. and some people in the class are bastards that don't respect my authority at all. thank buddha for rhonda who understands how frustrated i am. sheesh. so becker is all like, what have you gotten done? and i'm just like, well, not a whole lot because i'm always helping YOU WITH THE STUFF YOU SCREWED UP. so she's like, well, you'll just have to put in some overtime hours this week. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh. sorry lady, i have hockey. there's where the stress goes away...hurrah. i hate how she always hovers behind me while i'm working. i'm not all that productive while someone is watching my every move because it makes me paranoid! and she stops me every two seconds because she's like, "WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?!" ahhhh. just let me get my ideas flowing. i feel like my thoughts are hindered by her insane twitchiness. argh.
stratford was a fun experience. i think we should all go for a day trip or something just because it would be really fun. the play was so great. i didn't understand some of it, but hey, the acting was fantastic. katherine of aragon was the best. one man even shouted from the crowd "bellissimo!" after her scene where she is dying. great. i took like 40 random pictures. hooray for digital cameras! hehe. foomp.
cooking is a funny thing. i love food.
lost is on in an hour! shweet! it looks like a violent episode, too....hehe. fun.
well, i'm off to eat some lovely food.
cheers!
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how do you get your sleep at night?
so. this weekend was interesting. better than most. ha.
yadirf.
me and jackie bought STEPHEN LYNCH TICKETS. insane. i didn't know if we ever really would, but we did, and i am unbelievably excited for it. yesh! it will be awesome even though we got semi-crappy seats. hehe. fantastic.
then...we ventured out to royal oak and saw a mind-bending quantum physics movie. you'd think we would have been worried when we walked into the theater and we were the youngest ones there by a long shot. sheesh. haha. mrs. weinert...geez. no one should see that movie unless you are ready to ponder what is reality and to have your brain massaged with insane amounts of weird information. ahh.
we ate at some noodle place. yum.
i wish stores had been open when we went. we'll go another day. hurrah.
yadrutas.
work from 10 to 3 was hellishly annoying and slow. blah. hmm. then i slept for a bit and then jessie and barker came over. haha. thanks for the random cajun pizza, barker. ick. hehe. we munched on sooo much food. crazy. then we watched SIGNS. that's the fourth time i've seen that in like the past week or something. geez. GOOD MOVIE. joaquin phoenix is hot. yes. i couldn't stand watching some parts of it because i was just like, ehhhh, and my basement was pitch-black so i was getting a tad paranoid. but it was funny to watch barker's face at the scary parts. i was always clinging to jessie's legs and i was never looking at the screen and i would start freaking out because i could feel jessie's body tensing up. hahaha. watching barker was great because her eyes got so insanely big and her whole body twitched when she got scared. ha. major run-on sentences. hurrah. so. yeah. funny.
yadnus.
work from 12 to 6. slow slow slow, but i was motivated and cleaned pretty much the whole store. sheesh. and still the time went by slow. erg. i finished reading the old man and the sea which was sad, but really weird. eh. la la la. lady chatterly's lover is so crazy. everyone should read it. it's enlightening and fun. ha. hooray for d.h. lawrence. so. here i am. i should be cleaning my room, but eh...i'm too lazy. blah. i wish i could keep my laptop in my room, but i have no phone jack up there so i wouldn't be able to access internet, so....sheesh. annoying. i should just wire my own phone jack up there. i just have to snake the wires from the basement, up the walls, and into my room where i drill a hole. haaaa...right.
so. weinert's ESSAY tomorrow should be just fantastic. ARGH. i don't feel like writing. especially right before lunch...damn 4th hour.
stratford on tuesday! canada! shakespeare! great!
i'm tired.
so tired.
i'm tired of having sex.
so tired.
wait...haha. weezer is funny. fun band. i wish they'd come out with a new cd. their semi-newest one wasn't that great. hmm. bands are getting suckier as the years go on. sad. ah well.
green day officially sold out. bad. devastating. they used to be all cool, and now they flaunt themselves WAAAY too much. saaaaaaad. ah well. shit happens.
blah.
ok.
time to go do something somewhat constructive.
or not.
bye.
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ooooooh. i'm so tired. haha. funny night. ruby tuesday was good food. then we visited beth at work and went into the back room at farmer jack where your feet stick to the floor. ick. then we saw THE VILLAGE. good movie. really weird. odd odd odd. joaquin phoenix is so damn awesome! hurrah. he's hot. la. hooray for men. the movie wasn't anything i expected, but it was still pretty good. hmm.
so here i am. i'm trying to think of something to do, but i think i'll just go to bed. sheesh. today was better than most days because it was BECKER-FREE. hooray. she was out the whole 1st hour for the photograph taking thing. yesh. great. and i hung out in mr. judd's room most of the time too so i could get away from the insanity and anxiety of becker's room. ugh. so...king henry VIII is turning out to be a snooze-fest. blah. ah well. i suppose watching it will be better than trying to read through it with ignoramuses surrounding you. erg.
i'm really confused on colleges now. just listening to what the guy from fordham had to say...i don't know. if you had asked me yesterday what college i was going to, i would firmly say "grand valley" and that's it. now...i don't know. argh. i thought i had everything set, but i guess there's still some things worth checking out. how aggravating.
'tis the witching hour...
g'night.
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[13 Oct 2004|02:47am] |
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oh. so. it's...after 2:30 am. how fun fun fun. i'm insane and not going to bed. eh. i'm thinking about deleting this livejournal and starting a new one. but i won't. hmm. oooooh, i'm tired. blah. i really want to go rent some movies. BUT it's a bit late, eh? haha. hmmm. i'm just chilling, listening to third eye blind...takes me back to '98. haha. wow. great. yesterday was another annoying day. becker needs a swift kick in the ass, but oh well. sheesh. today will be a day of rest. hurrah. oh. i'm happy. my parents have given me their approval to go to grand valley. hooray. my mom was just like, did you know that in their dorms, on one floor it goes boys, girls, boys, girls. i was just like, no, i didn't know that, but hooray, thank you for telling me. ha. she said it was fine, i guess. haha. fun. weird. so. yeah. i need to get my roommate situation down so that i don't have to keep worrrying about getting a good dorm of not. erg. ahhhhh. everyone will have to come visit me at grand valley. yesh. we can party! woot. i'm so excited for college... :) awesome.
sooooooo. yeah. this is evil. i'm going to start tutoring, and i'm writing all these research essay things for some scholarships i'm applying for. ehhh. not fun. blah.
haha. i'm listening to frank sinatra! i love it! so...i don't know how to describe him. he's just cool. yeah.
well. i think i'll go enjoy my day off. cheers!
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[12 Oct 2004|03:00pm] |
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i forgot i have this grand valley meeting i have to go to to talk about admissions crap and whatnot. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i don't want to go out to dearborn for this...blaaah.
boring. at least i get to sleep for a long time tonight! hurrah!
damn you jackie. you have my movie. i hope you enjoy every hot sweaty moment of it. haaa.
bye.
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apple cider is so good.
yum.
i'm so tired from hockey.
i don't like having to follow orders from people that are so goddamn undeserving of their position.
aachoo.
i think i'm getting sick again. my cheeks have been so rosy red all day and my mum and dad think i have a fever. sheesh. isn't that fantastic.
sniffle.
fight club is a movie that can put everyone into a good mood. hurrah. oh, hot naked sweaty men...yeah.
ugh. i'm so sleepy...
psych test tomorrow. probably won't go too well because i haven't been paying too much attention in that class. ah well. stupid class.
foomp.
debates are useless. especially when there really isn't a debate. hmm.
ooooooook. my sister is yelling at me to pull my car in, so i suppose i'll go.
cheers.
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[10 Oct 2004|10:47pm] |
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oh. interesting day. i'm quite tuckered out from it.
so. my mother, jackie, and i journeyed out to an apple orchard today. no, not just any apple orchard...COON CREEK APPLE ORCHARD. wow. uh. really weird place. smelled pretty good, though. randomly there was this old couple that performed some german songs. uber fritz la la la german. yeah. there were a hell of a lot of people there. and the corn maze was utterly stupid. woot. apple picking was HARD. sheeesh. exhausting. i don't even know what type of apples we got, but i ate like 5. it was fun just picking them off the tree and munching on them even though they were covered in this whitish powdery substance also known as pesticides. hurrah. hmm. so many different types of apples. the ones that we wanted weren't even in season anymore, i guess. damn you honeycrisp! good job jackie for picking one up off the ground and munching away on that. wow. ha. yeah. we then stole some awesome looking squash and pumpkins. great. la la la. hurrah. then we went back to my house where we stupidly watched american history x not knowing that we would be scarred FOREVER. ahhhh. so weird. sure, edward norton is buff and all, but he's INSANE. that movie's too intense. and sad. eesh. yeah. and the food we ate was good too, surprisingly. my sister made is. hmm. great. so. good day. tiring day. and tomorrow is hockey! hooray! i'm too lazy to get all my stuff together so i think i'll just stop home after school and grab my stuff. eh. i need sleep so this pounding two-day long headache can go away...
erg...
'night.
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[09 Oct 2004|03:27pm] |
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the queen of england came and visited me last night. so cool. yeah. and she gave me this doll named thumbelina but then i lost it and had to go on this insane journey to save it from some evil lady and then i got in a fist fight with the insane lady and she tried to slit my throat and i was just like no bitch no. i got the doll and the world was then sane.
and then i awoke.
with a throbbing pain in my head.
argh.
work today was annoying. feeling like shit made me super unmotivated, so i just sat around reading that faulkner story and some shakespeare. great.
i'm feeling very alone at the moment. watching donnie darko last night made me feel really emo and isolated and insane.
fun.
but jake gyllenhaal is really hot. so. yeah.
i've gotten back into this weird foo fighters mood. i'm really enjoying their music again.
hooray for dave grohl.
i'm so tired. i'm gonna go walk on the treadmill while watching donnie darko. i can't just sit and watch that movie because then i get really freaked out like i did last night. yesh, i'm a dork for watching the movie for the second time in like a day, but that's the way i am when i see a movie i adore. i want to analyze it now! ahhh. hurrah.
i wish i had gas in my car.
i wish i had money to put gas in my car.
sheesh.
i think i might wash my car. it's so nice outside. i just wish someone nice was around to be with.
i'm home alone.
blah.
goodbye.
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I AM OH SO ANGRY. and it's too emotional to tell people, so. yeah.
//sheesh.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
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[07 Oct 2004|10:20pm] |
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so. work is officially tolerable and good. i have respect for it. fine.
yeeah. so at work i had to dump out a bunch of expired coke products down the sink and i had to dump this weird energy drink called KMX that's blue. so. as i was dumping like 2 cans of it, i spilled it on my hands. yeah, whatever. then, by accident, i inhaled a bit of the "fumes" from it and started coughing and choking like hell. i was freaking out, like, what the fuck is in that stuff?!?! insane. bad. ick. and then like 20 minutes later, i noticed that the drink had stained my hands blue. fantastic. they have an odd tinge to thing. sheesh. ohhhhhhh.
tomorrow will be such a lazy day. after 1st hour. 1st hour puts me in the most horrible mood for the whole entire day. it's just that bad. no one understands how BAD it is. AHHHHAERHGEHHDASLFDSAFc. grrrr.
i have two study halls in a row tomorrow. 2-3 hour. woot. no one will be around tomorrow because of the zoo trip. hoooooray.
i made fun of my sister for watching that stupid new show :"life as we know it". she said that it was the dumbest thing she's ever watched. she also said that kelly osbourne is the worst actor ever. HAHAHA. great. random.
ooooooooooooooooooh.
i'm starting to get addicted to watching baseball. it's weird. i watched the yankee game a couple nights ago. GO DEREK JETER AND A-ROD. haha. great. yeah. as you can see, there's no hockey to watch, and it's mildly unbearable...erg.
dud.
flogging molly...
stephen lynch concert november 12th 7pm everyone must go especially me. yeah.
i'm tired.
so.
i'm leaving.
therefore...
good morrow.
or something...
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today was so aggravating and angering. becker is el diablo!
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
work from 4 to 9. i'm super jealous of beth because she's going to see the molly. FLOGGING MOLLY. bastard. so lucky.
i don't even have anything to do at work if i get all my crap done. sheesh. i don't have any homework. argh. i have a feeling it shall be boring. ahh...
so.
ho hum.
i want to send in my grand valley housing crap so that i'm all set for now on the college stuff. but no. i have to do other apps first. sheesh.
eh. i should get ready for work work work.
pfft.
cheers.
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[06 Oct 2004|10:13pm] |
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525600 minutes...thanks jackie.
well, parts of today were funny. other parts made me want to blow people away. becker yelling at me with my uterus cramping at the same time just made me want to curl into a ball and scream. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. u of d mercy wasn't all that appealing either. hmmmph. uhm. weinert is insane. hooray, shakespeare, henry VIII, awesome. calc...i don't know. test tomorrow...oy. i'm going to have to get some tutoring soon. bad. we played jeopardy in anatomy which was really funny. i got a $200 question right. hurrah. good job jessie on her $500. ha. great. our team won. HA. great. uh. 3 test tomorrow = pain in the ass. argh. after school was fun. talked to jackie for 3 hours? hmm. twas nice. haven't talked to jackie one on one in what seems like forever. sad. but nice. ho hum. people are so dramatic sometimes.
i've found my favorite new TV show. LOST. on abc. i'm addicted. it's truly insane and intriguing and awesome. miniseries are funny. my mom is getting addicted to DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES. hahahahahaa. so trashy, yet so fun.
ooooooooh. schoooooooooooool. nooooooooooo. then work from 4-9.
to anyone who wants to do anything this weekend:
i'm working saturday from 10-3 and then i'm free. FREE! ha. yeah.
so. i suppose i should shower and then snooze a bit. yeah. it's a plan.
ciao.
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[05 Oct 2004|09:32pm] |
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ok. i'm actually getting somewhere on this college app stuff and i'm finally moving on to scholarship crap, too.
grand valley >> done, accepted
u of d >> done
hurrah. ok, cheney is BSing his debate questions. it's so funny. sheesh. i wish we had better candidates.
so. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
i wish i could relate to people more.
sad.
someone slap me for wanting to have everything in the whole wide world spelled correctly.
yikes.
time for a quick shower, and then a hop into the sack.
hurrah.
both edwards and cheney are idiots.
sheesh.
g'night.
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[05 Oct 2004|07:16pm] |
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annoying day. as every other day. STUPID AP LIT TESTS. super royal pain in the ass. !!!! i zoned out doing the lang/comp one today just because the reading selections were so unbearably horrid and the questions were even worse. ahhhhhhh. shoot me. and becker had a bit of an "emotional" breakdown today, which really sucks. all because of rumors and stuff that was said that shouldn't have left the room. sheesh. oh well. people can be dumb. poof. ugh. stayed after school til about 4:30. megan and i got stuff done. kind of. ha. we looked at some of the stuff that the juniors are creating and it is SO UGLY. and we don't want out yearbook to be UGLY so we have to talk to the other sections tomorrow. ooooooooh. sheesh.
i find this super funny...
http://www.johnkerryisadouchebagbutimvotingforhimanyway.com/
haha. awesome. kind of how i feel...damn bush. pffft.
so. my dad and i watched this documentary on robert kennedy last night and it was so interesting. he now goes on my list of heroes. he was such an activist who actually went out and got stuff accomplished and wanted to move forward! if he had become pres, we'd be in such a better state of affairs. such a sad thought. that's what we need. a candidate who wants to fix things and not just make empty promises! damnit.
yeah. i just found out i was cast in a "kiddie" play. great. plays are really fun to be in, but i'm sick of doing such stupid roles. where's the shakespeare? wilder? wilde? marlowe?!? geez. oh well.
i'm feeling like a fish. someone's insignificant pet goldfish. stuck inside of a perpetually round world with no hope of living anything different. everyone is looking in on me as i watch their lives pass and mine stands still...
thinking of college excites me to no end. maybe i shouldn't get my hopes up. hmm.
don't yet know who i'm going to room with. eh. two people are in the running right now. erg. damn decisions.
oooooooh.
i adore sleep.
//goodnight.
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| ride with me...oooooooooooooooooooooooh |
[02 Oct 2004|07:06pm] |
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You would use a sharp metal object [which is most
likely rusty] that you found on the street to
kill Avril you angry fucking bastard!
How would you torture and kill Avril Lavigne?
brought to you by Quizilla
that's right. bitch.
oooooh. today was dumb. and annoying. and cold. eesh. i got my pictures developed from retreat, misc. things. i'm so bad at taking pictures. erg. a lot of them have my fingers in them. i have issues with point and shoot cameras. sheesh. hooray for manual 35mmers. ha.
i have allie's ring on. i am now allie. bow down before me!
i wish i could've done something with jessie tonight for her birthday. sad. she's stuck at home babysittting. hmm. blah. oh well.
i'm bored. maybe my mom and i will go rent zorro and watch it together. antonio banderas...haha. weird.
poom.
ok. mumsy's home. cheers.
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